31 December 2011

HI,
today is the last day of the year. I am sorry I did not blog for such a long time. Neither did i update my tumblr as many as I used to. However today I must blog, it's a special day where you are unable to get it back any more. Unless there is a time machine that allows you to travel back into the past.

We are humans, our memory capacity varies on different people. For me it varies a lot from normal human beings. I can't choose the things I wish to remember or not. Sometime, things just get lost in my memory section and recalling makes it harder to do so. However sometimes, things are easy to remember, example for a test when i forced myself to remember as much as I need to. Often the plan failed because, 1 i was too nervous or 2 I can't contain it in at all.

Then we have good memories and bad memories. Memories that are being engraved inside your head. Like the awesome times when you and your friends did something exciting or you and your family ate together without having an argument. Terrible memories like you are so sad and depress that you wish it never happened.

I can't choose what pops up in my head neither what that my brain choose to be more vivid. Often is the terrible ones.

But I wanted to say is that no matter what happens, I guess it's the memories and incident that changed you to become stronger, experience and even smarter. Yes, it's sometimes the memories that left me more depressed than nothing however after a good night sleep, everything will be fine.

So heck to the bad stuff that happens it's a new year. :)